up

i went and saw the movie up tonight. it was wonderful. a great kid movie with just enough adult humor to keep me interested. it is these kid movies that have me going back thinking of my oldest and seeing the lion king over 20 times at the theater because she LOVED it. I was hooked from that time on. watching your kids love movies is one of my favorite memories. i know i have said it, i love movies, but i really think it is beyond that. i love the theater and watching a movie. i have only great memories from disney studios when my dad worked there to my aunt taking me to the matinee for film festivals to remembering star wars with my dad, et with my cousins and staying at my nanas, they were always good!

so right now i am happy. i want to stay this way. i know a panic attack is coming. tomorrow is monday. i have to count hours till tim comes home, and i have to figure out how to get to friday when he is home for 2 days...unless there is work.

i have a goal this week, since watching my classroom come apart in pieces...i want to fill out one application, a full one somewhere i am just so scared as to where. i also want to begin filing my grievance with the union. too bad i cant file a greivance against the union. oh well.

we shall see